Hello, internet (welcome to game theory...jk). This is my first real entry on my neocity. It's a pleasure to be here. I've been feeling lost and disconnected with my friends and the things I like. I feel too different from the person I want to be, too. I'm usually eager to draw anime styled people but I don't make it past the face sketch. It doesn't help that I always see "better" art constantly. I have good moments, where I let go of any care in the world, but those are not rooted in the "real world". I would like to believe that one day it'll be over and I "get an answer" and I think that I was so silly for worrying over nothing. For now, maybe doing digital journalling (making my thought public.. wowie) will help me feel better and get through this. To anyone feeling the same way. Hang on. It sucks but I know it'll end someday. I think this is a chance to learn something, maybe? End.

August 27, 2025

Hello, internet. Second entry. I find myself always self-reflecting, or at least that what I think it is. I notice that I am always trying to become a better and more, let's say, functional person. Whether I am focusing on the right things is a question that perhaps I should look deeper into. However, I always think about how I can speak differently and think about myself differently in order to be the best person possile. Another thing is.. I hope it's not to presumptuous to call it actual self reflection. I also need to consider whether I can be doing such "self improvement" alone. Either way. This might just be another stepping stone for becoming an awesome person to friends and strangers alike. That's what we all should be aiming for, right? End.

August 29, 2025

Hello, internet. Third every entry. Today's topic is a little different from the previous ones: a live service game update review! This one is regarding one of my childhood favourites on an infamous platform: Royale High on Roblox. Just last month, Royale High released the newest version of the realm Campus 4. My reaction? Confusion and disappointment. Now's, it's very prety and it's addicting, but what was blatantly missing was the freedom of movement in the map. This was also an update that I, nor my friends who played, wanted. I doubt that many of the players wanted it too. None of the classes were walkably accessible like they were in the previous version. Currently, during the day's cycle's downtime, the only areas accessible were the pool, shore, lobby, dorms, office and sleepover tower. This makes the map non roleplayer friendly, which is a feature many have wanted and did get as previously stated, in a past map iteration. End. August 30, 2025 update, (also tweaked the first section a bit too). This goes against the original purpose of Campus 4, which was to make an upgraded map that felt more like Campus 1 & 2. Which just makes the update so pointless.

September 15, 2025

Hello, internet. This shall be a short and rushed entry. I apologize in advance. My learning endeavours have left me without a care for deep recreation, but I have studied well. I am in good spirits due to this. Happy 10th anniversary for UNDERTALE, by the way. It's crazy how a simple indie game could change so many lives and influence culture this much. End.